Monday, April 06, 2009
hadouken!
for the nth time, lemme say, i'm back! haha! well, i'm not in rage or whatsoever. i just feel that i need to revive my rotting blog so that blogger won't sue me. haha! anyway, i think i need to start blogging again for the reason that i, now, suck in essays. i can ace interviews but those on-the-spot-essays eat my minute brain! rawr!
aside from my brain, my mucscles are also deteriorating. shoot! they're mutating! they're now turning into fats. i hate it! haha :))
anyway, the previous paragraph was just a filler.
before anything else, i'll eat first! it's lunch time already! an empty blog is better than an empty stomach. haha!
(shit, am i making sense?)
il mio cuore é morto e anche tu.
Monday, December 22, 2008
all the rage
Yes, I'm back. And I am in the mood to blog because I'm freaking pissed. It’s been only four hours since I woke up but a lot had happened. My mom didn’t wash my slacks so I have to wear a loose, lousy one. No decent breakfast, no packed lunch. The driver drove his jeep like a death cab, gassed it, and waited for passengers even if there were none. My cell phone’s outlet for both the charger and headset is grounded. Wasn’t able to listen clearly to chico and iggy (delamar is on leave). Arrived 10 minutes late. My officemate asked me to do something that I didn’t know, and is out of my job description. Another officemate kept blowing her nose like there’s no tomorrow.
Everything’s pissing me off! Gaaad! Makes me wanna slice each and everyone’s head off while screaming “pitiful demons, let your souls be saved!”. Enough of this! Im getting more pissed! This day is a mess! Rawr!
Labels: rage
il mio cuore é morto e anche tu.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
i am pissed!
wet leaves, wet grass, wet floor. all wet. but rain and such wetness cannot stop us from playing our favorite sport--basketball.
the three of us (bonx, ken, and i) played with dan and his comrades for several minutes. but one person caught my attention. his name's manong edgar.
he is a 30 or 40+ year old man with a medium built body. he really, really made me fix my concentration on him because he spanked me three times and he also planted his elbow on my poor tummy.
the good /bad thing is, he messed with the wrong person. im not leaving him without a fight. hoho. no, not literally.
i made him suffer. i didn't let him score. i always tap the ball out of his wrinkled hands. i made him feel my wrath! haha!
until one time, i tapped the ball hard. but i know that i hit nothing but the ball.
"ayos ah! nakakasakit ka na ah?" the old man whined
i didn't talk. i just walked to get the ball that went out of bounds and passed it to the opposing team.
i had already passed the ball when he grabbed my arm and said "nakakalalake ka na ah!".
i just stared at him for seconds and waited for him to growl. and he did growl.
"di ko alam kung bakit ka ganyan pero sanay ka talaga sa larong kanto no?" he said
i replied "oho!" while smiling.
"naglalaro ka yata para makasakit eh. wala akong pakialam kung san ka pa nanggaling! *brat-tat-tat-tat-tat!"
he stepped beyond the line that i drew for him. my infamous temper bursted and the rest was history. i cannot concentrate on what im doing because of my sister. she's watching lovers and it is in korean. im totally infuriated.
she's done. let's proceed.
i made a quick retort after his degrading speech. "im an educated person, im studying in a good college, and i know how to play ball."
but he never listened. "wala akong pakialam ano ka pa at kung san ka pa nag-aral!"
he made my head boil and i shouted "don't insult my intelligence!" that merry moment, ken pulled me away from the scene.
(ARGH! NAWALAN TALAGA AKO NG GANA MAGSULAT DAHIL SA LINTEK NA KOREAN NOVELA NA YAN!)
"palitan nyo nga yan! madumi maglaro!" he continued.
i really wanted to punch the old man's face because he really pissed me off. but the people around us started to cut the tension. to ease it, my barkadas isolated me at the other side of the court.
ayoko ng magpost. putakteng lovers yan. jo yung hi yei! basta katapusan eh nag-sorry yung matanda at ok naman na. basta natuwa ako sa kanya dahil wala siyang breeding. the end.
Labels: basketball, koreanovela, pissed, trese, tresebry
il mio cuore é morto e anche tu.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
oohh, you touched my tra-la-la!
i have lots of friends.
but the real ones are only few.
despite that fact, my friends, particularly the girls, always ask me the same, undying question: why love is so unfair.
"life itself is unfair so why ask about love? it's only a part of it. don't be surprised if that always (or almost always) happen." that's how i answer them.
im good in giving pieces of advice but whenever i am having those unsolveable love problems, im easily toppled down by any force.
see? that's another irony. life is really ironic.
lemme share a story..
i talked to a friend a while ago and she told me that she her heart is aching.
i asked her why.
Friend: why is he like that? if it's true love, he will feel the same way forever.
Bryan: no, you won't.
F: why not?
B: believing that ridiculous myth will make you panic when the feelings wane, and wonder whether the relationship is over or whether you really love one another in the first place.
F: expound. that's kinda deep. may 'pinaghuhugutan'?
B: i've been through a lot. you shouldn't be surprised if i'm this deep. and i love this kind of topic because it makes me feel.. uhh... experienced? anyway, look.. during the early stages of your relationship, every funny thing that your partner do or say, corny or not, is funny and cute for you, right?
F: yeah
B: ok. today, whenever he cracks a corny joke. how do you react?
F: irritated or maybe no reaction at all?
B: see?
F: see what?
B: the 'in-love' feeling was gone in that scenario. but, let me say this: that's completely normal and it happens to everyone so don't panic. in my opinion, true love can only happen after you've fallen out of love.
F: are you crazy?
B: no, im not!
F: how can you love truly if you already fell out of it?
B: geez. ok. ok. here's why. first, when you FALL in love, you make no decision at all. falling in love just happens. amazing isn't it? the second reason is.. no effort is required. falling in love is like... uhh.. well.. falling! the third is... umm.. it requires no hard work. that's why i somehow believe in love at first sight. let me stress that: somehow. on the contrary, true love requires all three: decision, effort, and tons of hard work. in short, you make it happen.
F: oh, i see. expert na expert ka na ah!
B: ano naman? inggit ka? gumaya ka!
F: anlalim mo na. di ka naman ganyan dati! ang alam mo lang dati eh mag-angas!
B: well, you know, kelangang mag-ingles. kelangang magpraktis. haha! ah! alam ko na! kaya mo sinasabing deep kasi ingles no? gusto mo tagalugin ko? hahaha!
F: pakyu!
B: thanks!
F: no, thank you!Ü
that's how the conversation ended. it's fun to talk to those kind of people because they are so damn predictable! for sure, my advice have fallen on deaf ears. haha!
(the idea of my advice is from a favorite author, bo sanchez)
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i saw ramon bautista (idol!) a while ago! her girlfriend is hot! omg! haha! :))
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many things happened. i got sick and was admitted overnight in a hospital. i felt so bad during my stay there because i never imagined sleeping, staying, lying there. with a needle sticked in my vein. gaad. i felt so weak. good thing that im okay now. i can sleep peacefully and i can still write/type while the tower of alcohol runs in my blood. haha!
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visit
cami's blog!Ü
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!ÜLabels: beer, bo, love, whatever
il mio cuore é morto e anche tu.
Friday, April 04, 2008
what the eff
i was in robinson's ermita when i heard a voice
*dun-din-den
blah-blah-blah green shirt and maong pants blah-blah-blah
ok. im wearing those clothes. so what? im sure it's not me but everyone was looking at me. no, not literally and im not that "artistahin" type but since the description matched what i am wearing, i felt like i am. but on the second thought, i felt like i am a con. gaad. why? because before going there, i went at BIR first to get my tax identification number. and guess what... there's a bomb threat! honestly, that didn't scare me. i wanted to scream like "HEEEY! I'M THE BOMB!" during that time but my mind told me to keep my mouth shut. and that paid off. so i hurriedly went to intellicare to have my physical examination.
that exam freaked me out
(
CUT THIS PART OFF!)
fill-out
wait
check: blood pressure
weight
height
xray
urine
(and here's the great... uhhh... worse... uhh... whatever part!)
the pretty doctor asked me
Doc: sir, pakitanggal lang yung shirt (smiling)
me: ok! (smiling)
doc: sir pakisuot lang po yung gown Ü
me: sure! Ü
doc: inhale, exhale (x10000) Ü
me: (inhaling, exhaling) (gasping for breath)
doc: sir, pakitanggal lang po yung pants at underwear Ü
me: ok! :D
doc: pakitaas po yung gown Ü
me: (showing a proud smile!)
doc: (touched the dangling sword) good! everything's normal!
me:Ü
sir, tuwad po kayo.Ü
me: ha? :O
doc: tuwad po Ü
*the next things that happpened need not to be mentioned
(CUT THIS PART OFF!)
after that humiliating event, i went back to BIR to get my TIN number. everything was back to normal and i finally got my number.
ok! here's the weird part.
i'm walking at p.faura when i saw media trucks. i thought there was a rally but no! there was a bomb threat again! see? im the bomb! told ya! anyway, i paid no attention to it but when i heard what the mysterious voice in rob said, my pores got bigger like a platoon of undead soldiers. tsk. i thought i as being chased because i was in those two government offices where the bomb threats were. but no, im not being chased. im just being paranoid.
anyway, my freakin YM's now installed. yey!
P.S.
actually, im not in the mood to blog. im not feeling well. and im freaking stressed, anxious. my god. and i can't sleep. i thought blogging would make me sleepy. f*ck.
blogged for the sake of blogging.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
pow-wah!
im really itching to take a bath but i can't because im waiting for my sister to go out of our one and only bathroom. this micromini strands of hair really annoy me. haha. anyway, i didn't plan to blog tonight but i have nothing to do so i'll share my musings a while ago. hmmm... i was thinking what kind of superpower suits my personality. haha. really weird.
and lots of amazing powers raced through my mind.. haha.
first is invinsibility. wow. this is very common. all i wanna do with this power, WHEN I WAS YOUNG, is to peep. yeah. to peep. and i know what you're thinking. im not a pervert. im only curious on how
boys girls look like when taking a bath! :) but today, i think i can use it for stealing. stealing clothes, food, etc. but im a goodboy and im not used to those kind of things. haha.
second, time control? i guess there's a cooler name for it but, anyway, this is the second most coveted power IMO (in my opinion). why? because it's cool. look, you could rewind the time whenever your girlfriend/boyfriend gets mad at you and then change everything you did. haha. cool, right? if there are no fights, therefore, there are no headaches. haha. always happy. or you could win bets in the casino or recover anything that is stolen from you moments ago. kewl! but i also thought of the consequence. what if i'll keep on turning back the hands of time but i'll get a year older every second rewinded? haha. nevermind. not my type.
third, overwhelming power. it looks like a cheat in starcraft but no. it is not. it is the power to have an extremely extreme physical power. for example.. uhh... you know what i mean. im tired of explaining things. haha.
i swear that there are lots of powers that came into my mind a while ago but i really need to take a bath now coz im dying with itch. haha. these strands of hair really infuriate me. and besides, more than one is many. haha. so i think those three are qualified to be those "lots of powers". :))
il mio cuore é morto e anche tu.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
random
i don't know what to do
i don't know what to say
i don't know what to feel
simple because i know nothing
**listening to moonstar88's migraine*insertion
thank you,
tina, for sharing this award... i share this to
arianne,
karmi and
ychel because they're there whenever i'm feeling down... like what im feeling right now... thank you...
